a cup of hypocritical bitterness. nomilk.nosugar.

not only am i sick with the cold but i'm just not feeling like myself today.

Today, I came to the conclusion that i am a hypocrite. A big one at that too.

when i think about how fucked up my head is it amazes me the ruthlessness that possesses me to say things that i might not agree with.

I definitely don't want to be known as the girl who tells you how to live one's life when i'm not even taking my own advice.

so perhaps i am a hypocrite, but at least i am a hypocrite who is willing to share their thoughts.

plate of backstabbers&large cup of speechlessness

If i told you that i was speechless, i would be lying.
Although i do admit, i feel like i got stabbed not only in the back but places i didn't even know even existed. I'm surprised I'm not on the floor rolling from this pain, but rather i feel like I'm on a "candid camera" show or it's some type of sick joke.
See, because I'm not only hurt by the fact that you erased me but the fact that I've been on your side from the very beginning whether you were right or wrong I never ever looked another way. When I trust someone like I did with you, it makes me want to just give up on life as a whole.
Ever since i was little, it was engraved into both my head and heart that I will never, especially in this life time, be able to have a person I considered as my little sister. Moments and memories fill up my mind as I'm writing this and it makes it excruciatingly hard for me to even know where to start. It's really hard to see anything bad about a person a little sister who I've valued half your lifetime.
Each time someone thought or said I was someone stupid or just didn't know how to use my brain you out of all people gave me hope that i wasn't and that i will never be. Just thinking about this now makes me nauseous and numb to the point where i feel paralysed.
You're not the only one to blame it's my mistake, i should've been wiser by now right? To not trust anyone.
Maybe I'm asking too much from you.
Maybe I'm over reacting.
I don't know how to take this in or how to react. On that note, I am speechless.

i lied.but committed

I lied. I'm sorry. So.... I just got caught up in relaxing I didn't get a chance to get on the computer :( my bad! forgive me? So this past month, I received a package in the mail from E.L.F (eyes, lips, face) which i had ordered. Now, I've been reviewing these items on my other blog but i decided to move to blogspot.com since I find it's more easier to post up. So, the next few weeks I will be review some products! xoxo

Promise

I promise to write more blog psots after my final exams... next post will be up on Wednesday, April 13th! I PROMISE

the worst feeling in the world.

Dear Unknown,

"sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me".

can i say that this quote is pure bullsh!t? no other feeling in this entire world that will make you feel as sh!tty as words as sharp as a slap. Have you ever hear of the quote "never judge a book by its cover"? I hope you have because that's one of the first things I've learned as soon as i was conceived. I really hope that you see me for who i am for real and not as someone who you "think" i am. Because the thing you've got going on right now isn't healthy for me in fact anyone in the whole world especially yourself. Don't try to act as if your all "innocent" you hear? But you know what? I'm gonna be the "bigger person" right now.. regardless of what sh!t you say about me because why? because I'm not like you. I don't judge, especially someone I barely know.

Thank you,
Lisa

Matthew 7:3-5

reborn

Well first off, I didn't even know I had a blog in the first place!
Until I came across to one of my friends blog and commented and discovered this.
Well it states that I have been blogging since 2010 July..... Oh my goodness such a joke.
So I'm going to start now, I apologize if i seem iffy but bare with me:)

Greetings and Salutations bloggerians!
My name is Lisa, I am currently in college and this is going to be a blog about I guess anything that really strikes me. I love feedback and listening so anything that's on your mind, feel free to comment and tell me wassap!

Lisa