a cup of the cold past.

why is it that everytime I go back for another post is when I'm at my all time low?
I've been in this new country for 2 months and will be back home in about a month time.
I don't know how I feel about leaving and returning back to reality. I've learned so much about myself and my family while here. I guess I'm in a bittersweet agreement at the moment.

I am so unbeilevably loved. Yet right now, I want to go home. I know I'm gonna regret this post when I go home and read this back but I miss home.