A cup of nostalgic regret.

When I see a sappy love movie there's always that scene where the main character get their heart broken by their admired lover. Regardless of the repetition of the same old story line and the bound to be foreseen scene my heart just goes numb. I cannot breathe for those seconds of when the characters heart is being torn piece by piece. you can see on their faces of how much their hurting. Even the worst actor on earth can make my heart stop just for those few seconds because everyone has felt betrayal, hurt, agony, and pain in their lives. It feels like your heart just jumped up to your throat and just paralyzed all aspects of breathing and heart beating.  It's probably the most agonizing seconds in ones life to be reminded of the emotional pain that we've been trying so hard to forget. It only takes that one scene that can take us back to the memory lane none of us wanted to feel nor see again. Ever again.

a cup of fog.

"Every time the loneliness rears up in you like a seething, burning continent, you tie on your shoes and hit the paths" - Junot Diaz